My epitaph

For a long time I thought it was a unique problem. Along the way I realised it was not.

Then I thought it was because of my weaknesses. Then I realised that I am equally good or better than others.

I thought it was my obligation. Today I realised that obligation should not be at the expense of self-respect.

I was afraid of myself. I was not sure of my capabilities. I was a coward. I was afraid of the future. I was afraid of being alone.

I was afraid to die.

I will not be.

If I die, I die.

IF I DIE, I DIE